I was born a romantic. My parents had a very happy marriage, so I thought happily ever after was possible. I also blame too much Disney for providing me with a false understanding of romance. A semi-strict catholic upbringing made me believe that sex before marriage was a serious sin. I spent my first few years abroad, so when I moved permanently to the country I was born in, I found it hard to settle after moving around. I always found it very hard to fit in. And as I got older I felt very shy and awkward around boys my age.
When I started secondary school one of the popular girls asked me straight out….ARE YOU A FRIGID??? (FRIGID means never been kissed) I said NO, but the flush of redness, which hit my cheeks gave away the terrible truth, that I had never kissed a boy! I was fourteen, but all I wanted in life was to be kissed. I didn’t become attractive to males until I was about sixteen, when I started growing out my hair and I changed the colour to blonde. One day, I was walking down the street and a van beeped me..there was nobody around, I had no idea why they had beeped me, but after a few months, I realized it was because I had entered a new stage in my life and men were attracted to ME!
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